Long time no post am I right? Okay so I came up with a new series idea I think? Let me explain something real quick though. I date to marry. And I know exactly what I’m looking for. I might not know a lot about who I am at the moment but I know who I’m working toward and I know what I need. Not just what I want but what I need. I know what I want to though. Don’t we all? Anywho. This will be a series of letters to Always. Maybe he reads them maybe he doesn’t but one can always dream.
July 5, 2022
Dear Always,
Only you and the stars know your true name at the moment…that and your family obviously but I was trying to be romantic, okay? Look you know the song Message in A Bottle? It’s by Taylor Swift and it just came out when she released her rerecording of Red (Taylor’s version). Do you know it? If not it’s okay but just a heads up I’m a Swiftie and it might get annoying but anyways in the song she talks about the message in the bottle being the only hope kinda or at least that’s how I interpret it. And that’s why I’m writing these. See I know one day you will get these because obviously once I meet you, I’m gonna send you them…eventually. Anyways they say when you’re in love you won’t be interested in anyone? I have one issue with that. I’m in love with you and I haven’t even met you? Sounds crazy right? See I just know that soulmates…my soulmate exists. How you ask? Because I hear the whispers of your name in my soul during random moments and times. I can almost see you in my minds eye if I try hard enough. I search for you in every dates eyes… but I have yet to find you. I’ve seen our wedding yet haven’t seen you. I guess my biggest question is do you feel it to? Do you feel that pang in your heart like you’re missing a piece of yourself? Do you know you’re missing a part? Believe me, by no means am I saying you are not complete on your own because you are far more than anyone could picture. So amazing, just the way you are. Sounds cliché as frick but it’s true. I guess that this was just a questionnaire. I hope that one day you read these and realize just how amazingly special you truly are. I hope you know it now. And most importantly…whatever you’re going through just know your so freaking important and doing so freaking well even when you feel like a failure.
Your Forever,
P.S. When you feel alone or anything really? Just look at the moon and know I do the same.
Stormy Ville 
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