July 14, 2026 Why is it that we always want to dye our hair, get a new piercing or a new tattoo when things feel odd? Blue hair, blue hearts. My mind feels trapped in a cycle of blurring lines between reality and fantasy. The one of you and I, the life we built the... Continue Reading →
Smile (2026 Reupload)
Hello and welcome or welcome back to another stormy night in the shire. Today we’re revisiting an old letter from 2023’s September blog challenge. Though from today on it’ll live under "Sincerely, Hails” as I wanted another letter series that wasn’t as specific as my “Letters to Always” one more generalized so to speak. With... Continue Reading →
What if I’m wrong?
05/22/26Dear always, I've had this nagging voice in my head for a while. One that won't shut up, one that continues to torment me. One that is the bane of my existence. One that poses a question that both excites me and terrifies me all at the same time. "What if I'm wrong? What if... Continue Reading →
The Letters.
05/15/2026Dear Always, Writing you is the easiest way to align my thoughts - we both know I'm just writing the abyss and writing to myself. My audience as well when I post, but it's easier to project I suppose, pretend I'm writing to someone, pretend I'm having a conversation with someone, pretend you're sitting here... Continue Reading →
The Grey Area.
April 15th, 2026 Dear Always, Three years ago I released "The Wedding" a post that was derived from a section of my book or so I thought at the time. I was going through a lot of emotions and confusion, and dropping that story was my only real way of quieting my mind. Weird because... Continue Reading →
Versions of ourselves.
Paralyzed by fear - struggling to breathe... You are my only hope March 12,2026 Dear always, This is a note I jotted down in my notes a while back. I think about it often. It was in December of 2024. Ironically Christmas eve. The reason? I was losing my grip, sinking into the abyss. Holding... Continue Reading →
Wonderland.
If Alice had to fall to get to wonderland why haven't I found mine? - a question I asked a few years ago. The thing was I did find my wonderland, my mad hatter and my Cheshire cat. I found it all and I handed it over? 03/02/2026Dear always, Are you in wonderland? If so,... Continue Reading →
The realization hits.
02.18.2026 TW: Sexual assault Dear always, Time travel would be cool. I'd flash back and have a chat with younger me. A serious one. I realized something...A lot of my really special posts I got rid of after everything that happened with him. The things I still barely talk about because for some reason it's... Continue Reading →
Dragon Slayers
02/16/2026 Dear always, I'm stuck. Trying to write this post about a song. I got halfway through it but I feel like it's coming off wrong? I haven't written about my religious beliefs in a while and to put my thoughts on paper is harder than I expected? I know where I want to go... Continue Reading →
Late night call.
02/09/2026 & 02/10/2026 Dear always, I wonder who your late night call is. The drunk dial. The dream you keep dreaming. How about that vision board? Whos photo hangs in the corner? Or is there not one yet and just a thought of who could be? Who's your go to midnight milkshake and beach trip... Continue Reading →
The same sky.
The first letter of the year. I haven't forgotten about my favorite series ever. I would proceed with caution on this one though because as always (pun intended) the letter is heavier.

















