The Grey Area.

April 15th, 2026

Dear Always,

Three years ago I released “The Wedding” a post that was derived from a section of my book or so I thought at the time. I was going through a lot of emotions and confusion, and dropping that story was my only real way of quieting my mind. Weird because it only made things louder.

It was meant to be a distraction I suppose. Though that backfired. It did help me see some things a little better, though I wish I would have seen them as clear as I do now.

I wish I had the knowledge then that I do now. And the courage and understanding that I do now. This isn’t about the post but rather what the post was covering.

Three years changes everything. Perspective, footsteps, ideals, personality… All of it. Yet I see myself even more and somehow I’m still a step closer to you. I haven’t changed so much I’m unrecognizable yet I’ve changed so much that I can’t fathom putting myself back in that position. Wild.

I’m not sure where this was meant to go. I just had some thoughts I suppose. My mind has been crowded lately. A little overcrowded if you ask me. Not all bad, but some memories I’d rather I never touch again, yet they seem to absorb me.

I hope one day my favorite memories will over power the worst. And the complex ones won’t be as complex. Though part of me doubts that anything can ever be so straightforward as in life there is no clear line. Theres always a grey area and everyone knows that.

But until then I hope to see you in Sweven. Meet me at midnight under the cover of moonlight. Just until we meet in the waking realm of course.

Xoxo Forever