October 11, 2024

Dear Always,

Since the last time I wrote you I’ve begun working (and executing) a master plan. A tad theatrical I know… But I’m having fun with it! Getting back in touch with the girl that had the dream to start with, you know?

I have so many ideas and I’ve actually been making them happen! I’m genuinely proud of myself. How far I’ve come and the progress I’ve made and keep making. The bad days are still here, but I’m learning to go with them. To grow with them.

Never in my wildest dreams did I see myself here… In this spot, this time last year. The healing is far from over. The growing has just begun and I wonder if that means I’ll be open to you coming into my life one day? But the question still remains are you? Also like I’m fine… I really truly am. For the first time in a really long time, I have something worth fighting for. A purpose, I suppose. I love writing and I’ve always loved making videos and now I’m doing both of those things. Like I said before is I’m getting back to the girl who had the dream to start.

I’m someone she would have looked up to. When she had no one else… I’m the type of person she searched for. And that, above all else brings me peace.

Whatever stars your under tonight I hope you’re safe, I hope you’re doing well. If you aren’t, I hope you know deep down that you really do matter. That you have a purpose, no matter how dark it gets…

XOXO Forever