Day thirty: What caught you off guard?
That I was capable of having feelings for someone? I used to pride myself on living in a fantasy. Shoving my feelings down. Not acting on them or going after what I really wanted. So i guess it’s not really the having feelings part but the acting on them. And the fact that they’re reciprocated? And he’s like totally my vibe… it fits? But I don’t know. Maybe I’m insane. Still living in a fantasy.
On a serious note, my growth as a person has caught me off guard. I’m more willing to take risks. I’m more willing to speak up and I’m more willing to be myself again. I like it. I’m not, not in love with myself. And I think that’s pretty special.
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