Dragon Slayers

02/16/2026

Dear always,

I’m stuck. Trying to write this post about a song. I got halfway through it but I feel like it’s coming off wrong? I haven’t written about my religious beliefs in a while and to put my thoughts on paper is harder than I expected? I know where I want to go with it but I just don’t know how to properly execute it. 

It’s not that I don’t believe in something greater. It’s just that the evidence isn’t tracking. I believe in God but not the way I was taught. I believe in heaven but not the way I was taught. I’m at peace with that. I would rather raise my kids to believe in anything is possible, and love is love than oh this person can’t join the church because this is wrong about them? But God made them that way right? So they aren’t wrong. They’re perfectly imperfect. 

They hypocrisy is annoying and frustrating. They say church and state aren’t meant to mix and yet that’s all that ever happens because the whole system has been rigged from the start! The only way to change things for the better is to start CHANGING. As in take notes of where it went wrong in the past and restart! Scrap it and try again. You can’t change the past no, but you can change the future. Stop burying your head in the goddamn sand. Stop just “praying” it’ll get better and start taking action. Stop sitting back and saying “oh it’s just the bible unfolding” I call bullshit. We have control over the here and now. 

I’m not saying you can’t pray. I just don’t understand how we’re okay with the shit that’s happening? How? Because there is no way in hell our ancestors would be proud of this. At least I hope they wouldn’t be. 

We’ve got to start trying… Right? We can’t just give up? I can’t be the only one feeling like this in fact I know I’m not but seriously…

I don’t know, Always. I want to fix it, if I could snap my fingers and make the world better I would. Maybe I’m too soft for this place right? 

Anyway, I think we about covered everything? Probably not. But you are my favorite letter to write. I know this was depressing, I’m sorry. I wish my mind wasn’t so fucked. Tis the life of a tortured writer? Loving one… 

I’ll leave you with this though, I would never pass up the chance to raise dragon slayers in a world with dragons especially not with valient knight by my side… 

Cheeky I know. But that’s the dream. Though I do wish that their dragons to slay aren’t as big as ours have been.

xoxo forever.