Wonderland.

If Alice had to fall to get to wonderland why haven’t I found mine? – a question I asked a few years ago.

The thing was I did find my wonderland, my mad hatter and my Cheshire cat. I found it all and I handed it over?

03/02/2026

Dear always,

Are you in wonderland? If so, send me the portal again haha. Nah it’s okay we’ll meet in due time I suppose. If we haven’t already. The big question is wonderland real? Yeah. My wonderland is sweven. Midnight with you. My Cheshire cat is anyone who reminds me of her… If I’m honest I’ve never watched wonderland I just like the reference and the question. And I’m bored. So writing to you seems like a good fit. Plus I need a post for tonight. Lol. I know criminal I’m using you for content and I don’t even know you. Don’t worry our real secrets stay private.

Did you know that if a tree falls in the forest and no one is there to hear it the spirits do? The fae know too.

I honestly don’t know where I was going with this letter. My heart hurts but I have no tears. Literally I’ve tried listening to the saddest songs and I’ve just laughed? I think I’m broken.

Maybe it’s the wrong kind of sad? Should I try a different version of sad? What am I kidding you can’t answer haha. I hope you’re okay, wherever you are?

Meet me at midnight in wonderland though just once more? God I miss it. I know living my life first person is better than third person but I miss having you. Having our world, the demons might have been real, but so were you. Or better yet? You come home. We just have to align just once and it’ll fall into place I know it.

But it’s okay, I have everything I need. Home is building itself… I’m just skipping ahead per usual right? Well, I guess I’ll stop rambling and just leave you with this, you are my 11:11, my wish upon a star, my favorite song, my ripple in the water. My midnight mayhem.

Love story of the century. Written in the stars.

Xoxo Forever

p.s I know I’m a little delusional but you’re my favorite kind of delusion.