Back to the prompts because my Internet is out currently and my brain has also seemingly went back to dial-up speed. I have so many posts in the works and I'm struggling so hard to get them finished but also I'm working from my phone strictly (for like posting) everything else is offline currently lol.... Continue Reading →
The realization hits.
02.18.2026 TW: Sexual assault Dear always, Time travel would be cool. I'd flash back and have a chat with younger me. A serious one. I realized something...A lot of my really special posts I got rid of after everything that happened with him. The things I still barely talk about because for some reason it's... Continue Reading →
A first (2026 Edit)
There’s always a first for everything, a first born, first steps, first word, first best friend, first car, first job, we could go on and on about the first’s. But I only truly want to talk about one first right now. I didn’t mention this specific one because I didn’t want assumptions made and then... Continue Reading →
Dragon Slayers
02/16/2026 Dear always, I'm stuck. Trying to write this post about a song. I got halfway through it but I feel like it's coming off wrong? I haven't written about my religious beliefs in a while and to put my thoughts on paper is harder than I expected? I know where I want to go... Continue Reading →
Tattoos and piercings.
Since I used the post that was supposed to drop today on Monday, today's post will be a bit shorter. And yes I'm aware I completely ditched the prompts this month. Honestly that's partially because I wanted to challenge myself and partially because I wasn't really feeling them? Not that they weren't good but like... Continue Reading →
Late night call.
02/09/2026 & 02/10/2026 Dear always, I wonder who your late night call is. The drunk dial. The dream you keep dreaming. How about that vision board? Whos photo hangs in the corner? Or is there not one yet and just a thought of who could be? Who's your go to midnight milkshake and beach trip... Continue Reading →
The Clock: The Life of a Showgirl
This isn't much of a secret but Taylor Swift is a popular subject in my life. So, I finally decided to make a whole series to cover all the albums and my thoughts. I started The Clock, though in reverse? Starting with today's post The Life of a Showgirl!
Parallel Universe (Part Two)
There was more to the girls story. Her life didn't go back to normal when she woke up. In fact her life had fallen apart. It was almost like her dreams had predicted downfalls. Her mind preparing her for things before they happened. Though she woke with no scars on her skin, no blood on... Continue Reading →
Parallel Universe
TW: substance abuse and suicide. There was a letter I wrote a few years ago, one I buried in a box. No one really knows about it or why it exists. Who I wrote it for or the way it haunts me every night. A few months after writing that one, I wrote another in... Continue Reading →
Forever in Five Seconds.
It's funny to think that a few years ago I didn't think I was capable of feeling anything for another person. I was so deeply convinced that my only shot was this dream I had. And even that? Well that was only a fantasy my brain and body cooked up to ease the pressure of... Continue Reading →
Gwen – My port
The creativity has come back kind of. Today is my ports one year birthday. This was something I was dreading. But I - well technically my boyfriend had the idea. A sarcastic joke I turned into a reality and added my own flair to. So happy birthday to the life saving device implanted in my... Continue Reading →
Stormy Ville 