Welcome back my darlings! It's the last post of 2025, the annual fair well post. My favorite post of the year sometimes. Okay well not my favorite but pretty close. I know this year has been another year of chaos and madness, distress and sadness. Depression and endings, new beginnings and endless waiting. As we... Continue Reading →
A November update
Long time no post. Okay maybe not technically that long of a time. But it feels like forever. This year was supposed to be about consistency which for the most part I have done. Just not as I expected. And honestly the last few weeks have been brutal. I just wanted to get a post... Continue Reading →
The October climb.
October 22, 2025 Dear Always, It's funny, even without looking at the calendar I know it's the week of Halloween. Even without the spooky decorations and all the reminders, my body is screaming at me reminding me, it's your favorite time of year, feel some type of way? There's always a slow build into the... Continue Reading →
Chapter Six_Connor
Truthfully, I was a little disappointed to see her with another guy. I wasnโt sure why; this was all new to me. I mean I donโt even know the woman! I met her once! Helped her move in, and stayed for dinner with her and her brother and her friends because she asked me to? Why am I so up in arms and so messed... Continue Reading →
Part Four_ Asena
Itโs been six months since I was last with Payton. My beloved King. How Iโve ached for the day I could leave home in the days following my father's death. I wondered if it would ever happen. If I would ever be able to be the woman I was destined to be? Yet anytime I... Continue Reading →
08.03.2025
Dear Always, Long time no write. I think? I honestly can't remember. I know I've written to you in private but I don't think I've published anything recently. Mostly because there has just been way to much on my mind to compute. Which I'm certain that you can relate to. Wherever you are. But, I... Continue Reading →
Chapter Five_ Huntleigh
Honestly, I love having my own place. Yes, Iโve missed my parents and getting everything figured out was a bit rough to start with but in the end, by day four of me living on my own I had fully gotten into a routine. Get up by nine, go for a walk or swim, then... Continue Reading →
The Lost.
Long time no write, I know Iโve kind of abandoned the post again. Left you guys hanging with the curiosity of our favorite stories (or mine at least). I didnโt even do the traditional โNew Chapterโ post. I have so much to update you all on, so many thoughts and feelings. Maybe if I try... Continue Reading →
Chapter Four_ Connor
That night, after helping Huntleighโs brother and friends finish moving a bookcase, they โ well, Huntleigh asked me if I wanted to stay for a glass of wine and some pizza because apparently that was how they were celebrating the baby of the family getting her own place. Her brother, Jacob is an interesting character,... Continue Reading →
Part 3_ Payton
Six months later A knock on my office door in the middle of the night interrupts my late-night bookkeeping โ a desperate attempt to distract myself from the concern of where Asena was or if she had even managed to make it out of human territory without getting caught. It was one of my patrol... Continue Reading →
Chapter 3_ Huntleigh
After Connor had walked me to my door, we said a quick goodbye (though it was more of a see you later) and I took a break until my brother and his friends got there. See Jakeโs truck is a bit to lifted to get the furniture, so asked his friends if they would help/could... Continue Reading →

















