September 13,2024 Dear Always, Time for a tbt with yours truly! Are you ready for it? No this time I wasn't making a Taylor Swift reference. Or was I? Just kidding, I for sure wasn't. I'm freaking out. I say I don't care but I do. I say it doesn't bother me and that it... Continue Reading →
September : )
September 3, 2024Dear Always, Did you know that the start of my dream journals aka documenting the inspiration for this series and my book was in 2019? You probably wouldn't lol. But it's still funny to think about. I just wanted to post something while I worked on the update post and the remastering of... Continue Reading →
Dreaming
8/22/24 Dear Always, I have a lot on my mind today to be honest. To start with though, hey! How are ya? I don't remember if I wrote to you this month or not but I do so love writing to you. I've been a bit tired - that crash I was expecting has seemingly... Continue Reading →
Sometimes it’s not all that far gone?
July 9th, 2024 Dear Always, Last time I wrote you was before my surgery I believe? I don't remember but I have a thought I'd like to share and you're the perfect person to share that thought with seeing as I share nearly every other thought with you? Technically it's a few thoughts. But thought... Continue Reading →
Not sure what to call this?
June 26, 2024 Dear always, OMG! I think I'm finally in my villain era? Like full swing villain arc. But that's not what this letter is about. Friday I'm getting port #2 placed, you know since the first one got infected and nearly ended my existence 😂 I laugh but it's actually traumatized me and... Continue Reading →
June 17, 2024
Dear always, I'm sorry I haven't written in a while it's been hectic. Which you probably get that more than anyone right? Or maybe I've truly just begun to cling to delusions so I can keep so grounding to this planet. I can't keep being what everyone thinks I'm capable of being. Can't keep fighting.... Continue Reading →
“Safe”
May 24, 2024 Dear Always, I know I skipped last week. Two reasons for that but we aren't getting into those right now honestly I don't really have the mental energy for it or existing but I really wanted to write this letter before I forgot. So I likely won't post on Sunday… anyways is... Continue Reading →
May 5,2024
Dear Always, I hope your month is going better than mine. I would say lol but I don't actually think it's funny. I'm tired of faking everything... feeling like the only place that actually makes sense is a place that doesn't exist? You probably get that? Or not. I don't know... honestly, I'm just tired... Continue Reading →
Alpha
April 21, 2024 Dear Alpha, Yes, I introed differently today. I'm feeling a bit weird lately to be honest with you, love. I know it's been a while since writing you again. Also, my site looks a lot different/better and more simplistic? I love it. We've got a lot to catch up on though, but... Continue Reading →
Blood in the Water
I didn't used to be the weakest link or maybe I always was and I was just better at hiding it? It's all crashing down and it feels like everyone is here... But where were they when it first started falling? The nights I spent as a child crying wondering if I was enough? Yet... Continue Reading →
Why I’ve been m.i.a (kinda)
Long time no post (again!) but I'm back with a letter to Always and I hope you all have a lovely holiday season! But in case you aren't (spoiler not everyone likes or has amazing holidays... it's okay to not be okay.)
Stormy Ville 