Paralyzed by fear - struggling to breathe... You are my only hope March 12,2026 Dear always, This is a note I jotted down in my notes a while back. I think about it often. It was in December of 2024. Ironically Christmas eve. The reason? I was losing my grip, sinking into the abyss. Holding... Continue Reading →
Wonderland.
If Alice had to fall to get to wonderland why haven't I found mine? - a question I asked a few years ago. The thing was I did find my wonderland, my mad hatter and my Cheshire cat. I found it all and I handed it over? 03/02/2026Dear always, Are you in wonderland? If so,... Continue Reading →
The realization hits.
02.18.2026 TW: Sexual assault Dear always, Time travel would be cool. I'd flash back and have a chat with younger me. A serious one. I realized something...A lot of my really special posts I got rid of after everything that happened with him. The things I still barely talk about because for some reason it's... Continue Reading →
Dragon Slayers
02/16/2026 Dear always, I'm stuck. Trying to write this post about a song. I got halfway through it but I feel like it's coming off wrong? I haven't written about my religious beliefs in a while and to put my thoughts on paper is harder than I expected? I know where I want to go... Continue Reading →
Late night call.
02/09/2026 & 02/10/2026 Dear always, I wonder who your late night call is. The drunk dial. The dream you keep dreaming. How about that vision board? Whos photo hangs in the corner? Or is there not one yet and just a thought of who could be? Who's your go to midnight milkshake and beach trip... Continue Reading →
The same sky.
The first letter of the year. I haven't forgotten about my favorite series ever. I would proceed with caution on this one though because as always (pun intended) the letter is heavier.
The October climb.
October 22, 2025 Dear Always, It's funny, even without looking at the calendar I know it's the week of Halloween. Even without the spooky decorations and all the reminders, my body is screaming at me reminding me, it's your favorite time of year, feel some type of way? There's always a slow build into the... Continue Reading →
08.03.2025
Dear Always, Long time no write. I think? I honestly can't remember. I know I've written to you in private but I don't think I've published anything recently. Mostly because there has just been way to much on my mind to compute. Which I'm certain that you can relate to. Wherever you are. But, I... Continue Reading →
“Everyone has a mustard seed”
As the first letter in the continued series "Letters to Always" bringing back the discussion of the mustard seed which might very well be a common topic on this page. This took two weeks to write if I'm being honest it was a bit of a heavy discussion for me but it was also weighing on my mind a lot.
October 11, 2024
Dear Always,Since the last time I wrote you I've begun working (and executing) a master plan. A tad theatrical I know... But I'm having fun with it! Getting back in touch with the girl that had the dream to start with, you know? I have so many ideas and I've actually been making them happen!... Continue Reading →
The Forever Funk
September 13,2024 Dear Always, Time for a tbt with yours truly! Are you ready for it? No this time I wasn't making a Taylor Swift reference. Or was I? Just kidding, I for sure wasn't. I'm freaking out. I say I don't care but I do. I say it doesn't bother me and that it... Continue Reading →
Stormy Ville 