October 22, 2025 Dear Always, It's funny, even without looking at the calendar I know it's the week of Halloween. Even without the spooky decorations and all the reminders, my body is screaming at me reminding me, it's your favorite time of year, feel some type of way? There's always a slow build into the... Continue Reading →
08.03.2025
Dear Always, Long time no write. I think? I honestly can't remember. I know I've written to you in private but I don't think I've published anything recently. Mostly because there has just been way to much on my mind to compute. Which I'm certain that you can relate to. Wherever you are. But, I... Continue Reading →
“Everyone has a mustard seed”
As the first letter in the continued series "Letters to Always" bringing back the discussion of the mustard seed which might very well be a common topic on this page. This took two weeks to write if I'm being honest it was a bit of a heavy discussion for me but it was also weighing on my mind a lot.
October 11, 2024
Dear Always,Since the last time I wrote you I've begun working (and executing) a master plan. A tad theatrical I know... But I'm having fun with it! Getting back in touch with the girl that had the dream to start with, you know? I have so many ideas and I've actually been making them happen!... Continue Reading →
The Forever Funk
September 13,2024 Dear Always, Time for a tbt with yours truly! Are you ready for it? No this time I wasn't making a Taylor Swift reference. Or was I? Just kidding, I for sure wasn't. I'm freaking out. I say I don't care but I do. I say it doesn't bother me and that it... Continue Reading →
September : )
September 3, 2024Dear Always, Did you know that the start of my dream journals aka documenting the inspiration for this series and my book was in 2019? You probably wouldn't lol. But it's still funny to think about. I just wanted to post something while I worked on the update post and the remastering of... Continue Reading →
Dreaming
8/22/24 Dear Always, I have a lot on my mind today to be honest. To start with though, hey! How are ya? I don't remember if I wrote to you this month or not but I do so love writing to you. I've been a bit tired - that crash I was expecting has seemingly... Continue Reading →
Sometimes it’s not all that far gone?
July 9th, 2024 Dear Always, Last time I wrote you was before my surgery I believe? I don't remember but I have a thought I'd like to share and you're the perfect person to share that thought with seeing as I share nearly every other thought with you? Technically it's a few thoughts. But thought... Continue Reading →
Not sure what to call this?
June 26, 2024 Dear always, OMG! I think I'm finally in my villain era? Like full swing villain arc. But that's not what this letter is about. Friday I'm getting port #2 placed, you know since the first one got infected and nearly ended my existence 😂 I laugh but it's actually traumatized me and... Continue Reading →
June 17, 2024
Dear always, I'm sorry I haven't written in a while it's been hectic. Which you probably get that more than anyone right? Or maybe I've truly just begun to cling to delusions so I can keep so grounding to this planet. I can't keep being what everyone thinks I'm capable of being. Can't keep fighting.... Continue Reading →
“Safe”
May 24, 2024 Dear Always, I know I skipped last week. Two reasons for that but we aren't getting into those right now honestly I don't really have the mental energy for it or existing but I really wanted to write this letter before I forgot. So I likely won't post on Sunday… anyways is... Continue Reading →
Stormy Ville 