May 6th, 2023

Dear Always, What would you say to me if you knew exactly what I was thinking? I want the voices to stop. But now they're backโ€ฆ and it's my fault. I truly am the worst of the worst, aren't I? Between the chronic illnesses and my horrible life decisions? Or maybe the thing that makes... Continue Reading →

In Case We’ve Met

March 1, 2023 Dear Always, Oddly enough as much as I want to meet you I donโ€™t at the same time. Why you ask? Iโ€™m not the person I want to be. Iโ€™m well on my way to becoming that person, but Iโ€™m still not that person. Quite yet. Soon enough. But if it so... Continue Reading →

My Thoughts Of August… A Letter

August 10, 2022. Dear Always, I finished enrollment today. It's a big step but that's not what's flooding my hearts eye. Surprisingly it isn't the latest season of Virgin River or Legacies either. Nor is it my book the one I'm reading and the one I'm writing. No what floods my heart is far more... Continue Reading →

July 16th, 2022

Dear Always,                I donโ€™t want to date if Iโ€™m being honest. Not like that I donโ€™t want to but there hasnโ€™t been anyone I feel like I can connect with like that? That it wonโ€™t be weird. I donโ€™t know? I only want you? But how am I meant to find you if I... Continue Reading →

July Twelfth

July 12th, 2022 Dear Always, I feel like I talk to you more than I talk to myself when Iโ€™m talking to myself all the time. I talk so much about everything I imagine us to be, what I imagine myself to be, what I am, what I was, I give you certain qualities that... Continue Reading →

The First of Many

Long time no post am I right? Okay so I came up with a new series idea I think? Let me explain something real quick though. I date to marry. And I know exactly what Iโ€™m looking for. I might not know a lot about who I am at the moment but I know who... Continue Reading →

Dream Or Premonition?

Have you ever fallen in love with a dream?  ๐Ÿ”ธ I donโ€™t mean like your dream job or whatever, I mean a literal dream. You went to sleep, dreamt of this wonderful thing or person. They were your soul mate. You felt sparks when they touched you, doesnโ€™t feel like a dream it feels more... Continue Reading →

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