Dear Always, What would you say to me if you knew exactly what I was thinking? I want the voices to stop. But now they're backโฆ and it's my fault. I truly am the worst of the worst, aren't I? Between the chronic illnesses and my horrible life decisions? Or maybe the thing that makes... Continue Reading →
In Case We’ve Met
March 1, 2023 Dear Always, Oddly enough as much as I want to meet you I donโt at the same time. Why you ask? Iโm not the person I want to be. Iโm well on my way to becoming that person, but Iโm still not that person. Quite yet. Soon enough. But if it so... Continue Reading →
My Thoughts Of August… A Letter
August 10, 2022. Dear Always, I finished enrollment today. It's a big step but that's not what's flooding my hearts eye. Surprisingly it isn't the latest season of Virgin River or Legacies either. Nor is it my book the one I'm reading and the one I'm writing. No what floods my heart is far more... Continue Reading →
July 16th, 2022
Dear Always, I donโt want to date if Iโm being honest. Not like that I donโt want to but there hasnโt been anyone I feel like I can connect with like that? That it wonโt be weird. I donโt know? I only want you? But how am I meant to find you if I... Continue Reading →
July Twelfth
July 12th, 2022 Dear Always, I feel like I talk to you more than I talk to myself when Iโm talking to myself all the time. I talk so much about everything I imagine us to be, what I imagine myself to be, what I am, what I was, I give you certain qualities that... Continue Reading →
The First of Many
Long time no post am I right? Okay so I came up with a new series idea I think? Let me explain something real quick though. I date to marry. And I know exactly what Iโm looking for. I might not know a lot about who I am at the moment but I know who... Continue Reading →
Here Waiting
Romance is out there...I still believe in the magic of it
Dream Or Premonition?
Have you ever fallen in love with a dream? ๐ธ I donโt mean like your dream job or whatever, I mean a literal dream. You went to sleep, dreamt of this wonderful thing or person. They were your soul mate. You felt sparks when they touched you, doesnโt feel like a dream it feels more... Continue Reading →

















