Why I’ve been m.i.a (kinda)

November 15,2023

Dear Always,
Long time no write. There are many reasons behind that… But I’ve been working nonstop on our book. I say our book because it’s inspiration is similar to the inspiration of these letters. I finally had a breakthrough.

But also Taylor Swift released 1989 Taylor’s Version and that has been well… There’s a lot to unpack with where I was when it first came out versus where I am today.

I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t excited for 2023 to be over but at the same time, I acknowledge the process and progress. But I am quite ready for next year and to be one step closer to you. In the waking realm.

Now… I hope you’re having an amazing adventure through this life wherever you are and whoever you are ❤️❤️❤️ one more thing? I have to go to Thanksgiving with family and one of my brothers friends (who I have slightly idolized because well they’re my brother’s friend of course they’re amazing!) Yeah well I’m finally meeting said friend and it’s slightly freaking me out! So I’ll probably be taking my computer and writing? But also my cousin is going to be there and I don’t know.

I guess I just missed writing to you. It’s one thing to base a character off of a dream but it’s another to actually want to know if that person… That dream is actually a walking, breathing person. See how accurate it is. See if this thing you’ve so admittedly believed and trusted in for so long is true. Which I guess that lines up with the spiritual struggles…

Ick that got way to dark! Ah I’ve been doing really well at keeping a distance… But I feel weird about it all sometimes.

Xoxo Forever.
P.S. We always have the moon.