March 1, 2023 Dear Always, Oddly enough as much as I want to meet you I donโt at the same time. Why you ask? Iโm not the person I want to be. Iโm well on my way to becoming that person, but Iโm still not that person. Quite yet. Soon enough. But if it so... Continue Reading →
My Thoughts Of August… A Letter
August 10, 2022. Dear Always, I finished enrollment today. It's a big step but that's not what's flooding my hearts eye. Surprisingly it isn't the latest season of Virgin River or Legacies either. Nor is it my book the one I'm reading and the one I'm writing. No what floods my heart is far more... Continue Reading →
July 16th, 2022
Dear Always, I donโt want to date if Iโm being honest. Not like that I donโt want to but there hasnโt been anyone I feel like I can connect with like that? That it wonโt be weird. I donโt know? I only want you? But how am I meant to find you if I... Continue Reading →
July Twelfth
July 12th, 2022 Dear Always, I feel like I talk to you more than I talk to myself when Iโm talking to myself all the time. I talk so much about everything I imagine us to be, what I imagine myself to be, what I am, what I was, I give you certain qualities that... Continue Reading →
The First of Many
Long time no post am I right? Okay so I came up with a new series idea I think? Let me explain something real quick though. I date to marry. And I know exactly what Iโm looking for. I might not know a lot about who I am at the moment but I know who... Continue Reading →
Sweven
A bit of a change in pace:)))
Double Life
What is it you feel? โฆ The first thing to pop into my mind? Trapped. A cornered animal. No way out. No light. So many feelings but thatโs the one that screams. Why do I feel this way? Part of the answer lies at an unmarked grave in my heart. The grave is prepped for... Continue Reading →
Anguish
Her eyes welled up in anguish. Who is this person in the mirror? Why is she soโฆso ugly? โฆ ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย โThis isnโt me!โ She cries staring into her own sunken black eyes. To look at her she looks like a beautiful, happy-go-lucky teen. Sheโs not too tall, and not too short. Her hair though a... Continue Reading →
The end.
You tell them weโre sisters. Best friends, but sisters. Turn around and give me a lap dance, make me feel things that Iโve never felt before. You say when they break your heart that itโs me and you, letโs run away to Vegas and get hitched together then itโll forever be me nโ you. How... Continue Reading →
Breath.
Why not start off the new year with a new post?!?
Fortress
The Fortress of Protection but why was she always so guarded?

















