In Case We’ve Met

March 1, 2023 Dear Always, Oddly enough as much as I want to meet you I donโ€™t at the same time. Why you ask? Iโ€™m not the person I want to be. Iโ€™m well on my way to becoming that person, but Iโ€™m still not that person. Quite yet. Soon enough. But if it so... Continue Reading →

My Thoughts Of August… A Letter

August 10, 2022. Dear Always, I finished enrollment today. It's a big step but that's not what's flooding my hearts eye. Surprisingly it isn't the latest season of Virgin River or Legacies either. Nor is it my book the one I'm reading and the one I'm writing. No what floods my heart is far more... Continue Reading →

July 16th, 2022

Dear Always,                I donโ€™t want to date if Iโ€™m being honest. Not like that I donโ€™t want to but there hasnโ€™t been anyone I feel like I can connect with like that? That it wonโ€™t be weird. I donโ€™t know? I only want you? But how am I meant to find you if I... Continue Reading →

July Twelfth

July 12th, 2022 Dear Always, I feel like I talk to you more than I talk to myself when Iโ€™m talking to myself all the time. I talk so much about everything I imagine us to be, what I imagine myself to be, what I am, what I was, I give you certain qualities that... Continue Reading →

The First of Many

Long time no post am I right? Okay so I came up with a new series idea I think? Let me explain something real quick though. I date to marry. And I know exactly what Iโ€™m looking for. I might not know a lot about who I am at the moment but I know who... Continue Reading →

Double Life

What is it you feel? โ€ฆ The first thing to pop into my mind? Trapped. A cornered animal. No way out. No light. So many feelings but thatโ€™s the one that screams. Why do I feel this way? Part of the answer lies at an unmarked grave in my heart. The grave is prepped for... Continue Reading →

Anguish

Her eyes welled up in anguish. Who is this person in the mirror? Why is she soโ€ฆso ugly? โ€ฆ ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  โ€œThis isnโ€™t me!โ€ She cries staring into her own sunken black eyes. To look at her she looks like a beautiful, happy-go-lucky teen. Sheโ€™s not too tall, and not too short. Her hair though a... Continue Reading →

The end.

You tell them weโ€™re sisters. Best friends, but sisters. Turn around and give me a lap dance, make me feel things that Iโ€™ve never felt before. You say when they break your heart that itโ€™s me and you, letโ€™s run away to Vegas and get hitched together then itโ€™ll forever be me nโ€™ you. How... Continue Reading →

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