Blood in the Water

I didn't used to be the weakest link or maybe I always was and I was just better at hiding it? It's all crashing down and it feels like everyone is here... But where were they when it first started falling? The nights I spent as a child crying wondering if I was enough? Yet... Continue Reading →

Why I’ve been m.i.a (kinda)

Long time no post (again!) but I'm back with a letter to Always and I hope you all have a lovely holiday season! But in case you aren't (spoiler not everyone likes or has amazing holidays... it's okay to not be okay.)

Turning Back

Back with another WIne TIme post!! You know when you can't sleep at night because you're trapped in the thoughts of what could have been? How it was? Yeah. Me too. Sending love and good vibes ❤

Guilt, the demon I’ve yet to make peace with…

June 11, 2023 Dear Always,                     I’ve been feeling guilty lately. I always (no pun intended) wanted you to be my first everything. My first love, my first kiss, the first person – that. I wanted you to be my first, only and last. But life had other plans.                     My first love was more... Continue Reading →

The Woman You’ll Never Know

Dear Reader, You probably think this is a Taylor Swift post especially if it reaches the main person in mind while writing it – though there are many in mind while writing this one is undeniably the one this letter is for. I was going to say something cheesy like if you received this then... Continue Reading →

Dear Always, XOXO Forever

June 2,2023 Dear Always,                     We’ll be making blanket forts on occasion. Today I made one and then fell asleep in it. Then decided to shove my bed in it! This honestly should have been filmed because WOW! I plan on watching true crime or Shrek in it. I did it mostly for me but... Continue Reading →

Burned On My Mind

To all the boy’s I “loved” before… (Inspired by the movie and Taylor Swift’s “All The Girls You Loved Before”) (The events in this post are real, names go unmentioned but this is my version.)                     I can count all of you. I remember all your names. One of you introduced me to Alec Benjamin.... Continue Reading →

The Dragon’s Legacy

Doomed from the start. The tales say she's the key to new beginnings, but she can't do it all alone not anymore...hope was found in a mysterious dream. A trail of magical letters. Will they find each other? Will we ever know?

May 6th, 2023

Dear Always, What would you say to me if you knew exactly what I was thinking? I want the voices to stop. But now they're back… and it's my fault. I truly am the worst of the worst, aren't I? Between the chronic illnesses and my horrible life decisions? Or maybe the thing that makes... Continue Reading →

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