July 16th, 2022

Dear Always,                I donโ€™t want to date if Iโ€™m being honest. Not like that I donโ€™t want to but there hasnโ€™t been anyone I feel like I can connect with like that? That it wonโ€™t be weird. I donโ€™t know? I only want you? But how am I meant to find you if I... Continue Reading →

July Twelfth

July 12th, 2022 Dear Always, I feel like I talk to you more than I talk to myself when Iโ€™m talking to myself all the time. I talk so much about everything I imagine us to be, what I imagine myself to be, what I am, what I was, I give you certain qualities that... Continue Reading →

The First of Many

Long time no post am I right? Okay so I came up with a new series idea I think? Let me explain something real quick though. I date to marry. And I know exactly what Iโ€™m looking for. I might not know a lot about who I am at the moment but I know who... Continue Reading →

Double Life

What is it you feel? โ€ฆ The first thing to pop into my mind? Trapped. A cornered animal. No way out. No light. So many feelings but thatโ€™s the one that screams. Why do I feel this way? Part of the answer lies at an unmarked grave in my heart. The grave is prepped for... Continue Reading →

Anguish

Her eyes welled up in anguish. Who is this person in the mirror? Why is she soโ€ฆso ugly? โ€ฆ ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  โ€œThis isnโ€™t me!โ€ She cries staring into her own sunken black eyes. To look at her she looks like a beautiful, happy-go-lucky teen. Sheโ€™s not too tall, and not too short. Her hair though a... Continue Reading →

The end.

You tell them weโ€™re sisters. Best friends, but sisters. Turn around and give me a lap dance, make me feel things that Iโ€™ve never felt before. You say when they break your heart that itโ€™s me and you, letโ€™s run away to Vegas and get hitched together then itโ€™ll forever be me nโ€™ you. How... Continue Reading →

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